i made it to paradise

it has been just over a month since the LORD blessed me with the woman of my dreams

                         and can u believe i met her on line 

over the course of a couple weeks after we met this wonderful,caring woman made her way into my life and into my heart.i told her that i was going to fix my truck and come to California to sweep her off of her feet but due to circumstances out of my control that was taking longer than expected. so a week and a half ago i said something about just taking a bus , she had already been informed that if i was told ''u won't''

then chances are that   ''i would'' so she told me ''you won't'' that night i had my mom order me a  one way ticket to palm springs but she ordered it one week in advance to save 50 bucks , and you could not imagine how long that week took to pass. i thought that all of my nervousness was over with until we hit indio California , then i felt like a virgin revealing their sexuality for the first time or some other extremely nervous life time event.i saw her as the bus pulled up but when i got off she had disappeared. i started pulling my bags out and tripped over the person behind me, turning to apologize i realized that it had not been a stranger at all that i had tripped over  but the woman who had stolen my heart.as soon as i saw her i pulled her into my arms and kissed her on the neck cheek and then lips.still way nervous we made are way to the car and then to her home. can you believe that just when i though that there were no good women left or at least not one for me, i met Amanda, let me tell you she is not just a good woman but the best woman,and not only that now she is my woman. and i plan on doing everything in my power to give her all that she deserves{and that will be easier said than done because believe me she deserves the world} but on my word as a country boy i'm gonna give it one hell of a try,and we will see just how much of this world i can give her

almost there

good morning world, you know it's just been a little over one year ago that a heartless worthless whore turned a once very secure very confident man into          brknheartedman4

and it has only been a little over a month since the LORD blessed me with a very sexy,  loving ,caring honest woman

who had i not met,i would still probably be lost in that deep cold darkness of hurt and pain

and tomorrow morning i will be getting on a grey hound bus headed to California

to give this wonderful woman all of the love in my heart and all of the passion in my soul

listen closely world this lovely lady is mine, all mine

and fellas i don't share so if this irresistible woman

ever crosses your path just know that she has been given the heart of a jealous rowdy country boy

are we there yet

i swear time has never moved so slow, not in prison , county jail , not even in solitary confinefent.i can't sleep at night but rather toss and turn longing to be in the arms of a woman half way across the country.my only peace of mind is in the fact that sunday morning i will finally get to wrap my arms around her and hold her tightly in my loving arms , but until then it seems as tho time is at a stand still

can time move any slower

  i swear as many times as i have been to jail you would think that waiting a week for a bus wouldnt bother me one bit. wrong i am damn near ready to go completley insane.i would have already except that i get to hear her voice every morning and night,sush a sweet voice, such a sweet name AMANDA i'll be there soon

love on line

                        who would have thought,love could be found on line

                             just writing poems, and clearing my mind

                                 then i met amanda, just chattin on line

                             she helped me get through a lonley dark time

                                 and now she has stolen this heart of mine

ONE MORE DAY CLOSER

                                                                  GOOD MORNING WORLD

                EVEN THO IT IS DARK AND RAINY, I FEEL SUNSHINE WHEN I THINK OF YOU

                 EVEN THO MOST MEN ARE UNFAITHFUL, I PROMISE TO ALWAYS BE TRUE

            AND EVERY TIME THE SUN, GIVES WAY TO THE MOON,THEN I AM ONE DAY CLOSER TO YOU

 

                                                GOOD  MORNING AMANDA

GOOD MORNING SEXY JUST WANTED THE WORLD TO KNOW HOW WONDERFUL YOU ARE AND HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME.I'M GOING BACK TO BED FOR A LITTLE WHILE SO I WILL CALL YOU WHEN I WAKE UP.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

                                                             miles apart

                                  still miles apart, but now it wont be very long

                                 until we are together,in each others loving arms

                                  a tad bit nervous hell maybe even a little scared

                                and i know i'm gonna be restless until i finally get there

                                  i'm not real sure if you really believed i was coming

                                                    or if this was a big suprise

                           but i try to be a man of my word preferring consequences to lies

 

 

            i wrote this little poem for a very special woman in my life a proud,hard working,single mother of two precious little boys who for the last 2 years has had no help from their worthless father.ladies i have a tremendous amount of respect for you raising your kids all by yourselves because of a bunch of cowardly boys parading themselves as men.and fellas this is to all of you yellow bellied pieces of shit making kids and running off cause your to scared to be men. i don't know how you can look yourselves in the mirror when you shave and brush your teeth.your pathetic,turning your back on an innocent child.and if any of you yellow bellied cowards have a problem with that my cell phone number is area code (405)308-2995 it will be turned on tomorrow.to the rest of the world good night.

                       and to AMANDA good night and sweet dreams I'll be there in a week baby