Wednesday, March 28, 2007

my angel eyed beauty

have you ever had a woman look at you and stop you dead in your tracks or with a wink bring your erection back.

has a woman ever stole your heart before you've even met her

to the point you would do anything just to get w/her

have you ever left behind, all your family and friends

to see if a new life with an angel eyed beauty could begin

and every one you know expects you to fail

but your only goal in life her love to win

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

good morning

damn i feel exhausted,and either the weather change or one of these desert plants is kicking my ass.when i wake up my nose is runny and my throat is scratchy, but it normally doesn't take my body long to build up immunities to things i'm allergic to.

and as long as i wake up with amanda i'm happy

i've got to finish working on the neigbors car this morning and go back to yucca rental

 

 

 

 

Monday, March 26, 2007

she's so wonderful

i can't believe how lucky i am to have such a wonderful woman.

i would never have believed 4 months ago that today i would be so happy.

i'm dope free with no desire to use, i will have a job this week one way or another.

i was finally able to bring in a little money this week, which makes me feel a little better i was not supposed to show up so broke

but i lost the nerve or ability to do what i had been doing to survive

because at that point it was no longer absolutely necessary

the only thing that was absolutely necessary was making it to Amanda

Sunday, March 25, 2007

        just sittin here chillin wondering if this is all to good to be true. wondering when it's gonna happen, when for some reason or another everything suddenly changes and what happiness i have found in life is stripped and taken from me.or when i do something myself that costs me everything.

maybe i'm being silly or a little paranoid it's just that i've really never known true happiness until now

and there is a part of me that is having a hard time believing that it is real and not just some real cruel joke

i know that might sound stupid but after what i've gone through it is hard not to feal that way

still just as happy

i can't speak for amanda but i am just as happy or even happier  waking up by her side today as i was the first day.

and as each day passes holding her in my arms feel a little more perfect every day.

there is not a word in any language or a feeling of emotion that could even start to describe how complete i feel when she lays her head on my chest after we make love.

and there is no words to describe how worthless i think her ex is for leaving two wonderful boys and betraying the most wonderful woman he could've ever had. but i thank GOD every day that he is not the man i am because had he of been i wouldn't have her today

Saturday, March 24, 2007

GOOD MORNING BABY WOW

                       DAMN BABY WOW AGAIN

the alarm went off AT 4:30 AM I JUST WOKE UP TO SAY DAMN BABY WOW AND GO BACK TO BED

BUT WHEN I WENT BACK TO BED THIS SEXY , GORGEOUS WOMAN

THAT I HOPE TO SOME DAY MAKE A COUNTRY BOY'S WIFE OUT OF

was laying there in the bed, nude from the love we shared a few hours before

        AND ALL I CAN SAY IS DAMN BABY WOW AGAIN

I HAVE NEVER KNOWN SUCH HAPPINESS AND SATISFACTION IN MY LIFE UNTIL A WEEK AGO WHEN I TRAVELED 1200 MILES ON A BUS

             BELIEVE ME IT WAS MORE THAN WORTH IT

                 IN FACT IT CAN ONLY BE DESCRIBED AS

             DAMN BABY WOW!!!!!!

             

DAMN BABY WOW

    i guess that is all i can say about the love we made last night

                              DAMN BABY WOW

        AND HOW COMPLETLY PERFECT U FEEL IN MY ARMS

                               DAMN BABY WOW

 

       and lets not forget what it is like waking up in your arms

                           DAMN BABY WOW