well i start my new job today , so i am happy about that
now at least i'll have a steady pay check so i can help amanda with the bills and afford to go do things w/her and the boys
and also save money so amanda can have a good vacation
i know she needs and deserves one badly and i'm gonna make sure she gets it
I MIGHT NOT DRESS TO IMPRESS BUT I BET I PASS THE TEST
I'M NOT SAYING I'M THE BEST JUST A CUT ABOVE THE REST
JUST A FUCKING HICK BOY FULL OF WISDOM & KNOWLEDGE
GOT SOME ON THE STREETS NOT TO MENTION PRISON AND
COLLEGE , LET ME TELL TELL YOU THERE IS NO PERFECT MAN
BUT I ALWAYS TRY MY BEST TO COME AS CLOSE AS I CAN
OTHER PEOPLE MAY NOT SEE IT CAUSE MY VIEWS ARE SOMETIMES DIFFERENT FROM THE NORM
YES I SPANK MY KIDS AND NO I DON'T BELIEVE IN THIS WAR
WE SHOULD HAVE KILLED ALL THEM BASTARDS BACK IN DESERT STORM
I PREFER SMOKING POT OVER DRINKING BUT SOMETIMES I DRINK TO
AND I HAVE LIVED THROUGH SOME THINGS THAT NO ONE SHOULD HAVE TOO
I DON'T WANT NO FUCKING Pity JUST WRITING WHILE I'M HIGH
SO IF YOUR READING THIS SOBER MAY I ASK U WHY
SMOKE A BIG FAT JOINT AND READ IT AGAIN IF YOU CAN HANDLE IT TWICE
i just want this to work i do not want my heart broke again cause i do not think i could handle it again.
i think that amanda is a great woman but i think that her gaurd is way up and she won't let me close
i just want her to believe in us because i do
WELL I DIDNT START MY BOOK TODAY BUT I DID GET CALLED BACK ABOUT A JOB THE GUY THAT DOES THE HIRING CALLED ME IN TO FILL OUT ANOTHER APPLICATION AND THIS TIME PUT THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN CONVICTED OF A FELONY HOW BOUT THAT
i guess i'm gonna stop bull shiting and start my first book today
the title will be
THEY CALLED ME COWBOY
I HAVE SEVERAL SPIRALS WITH IDEA'S FOR BOOKS
TITLES WROTE DOWN SO THAT WHEN I SEE THEM IT JOGS MY MEMORY.
AND JOURNALS FOR THE LAST TEN YEARS OF MY LIFE
NOT TO MENTION SPIRALS FULL OF POETRY AND SONGS AND THOUGHT PIECES ARTICLES.
BUT AFTER HOW INTERESTED KIM AND HER SISTER WERE WHEN I TOLD THEM MY LIFE STORY AND MENTIONED MAKING IT INTO A MOVIE.I GUESS IT IS TIME TO MOVE FOWARD ON MY WRITING
why is it when guys talk about their girlfriends they automatically assume we are bitching about them.i talk about my girl all the time to everybody,not cause i'm bitching about her but because she is on my mind the most.i've never been happier or had more respect for a woman in my entire life.now granted sometimes my own in securities causes me to start having doubts or to expect the worst.that is just something i have to work on no one can do that for me.choices i have made and past relationships are responsible for those in and doubts.i can honestly say that i feel like the Lord has blessed me with the best lady in all the world.she is
gorgeous,sexy,and sweet
strong and independents
self sufficient and responsible
she's everything i ever wanted and everything i need
she's everything to me
