so i told duvacha and i didnt talk to her yesterday or the day before i texted her the night before last she never responded so it's whatever.
amanda was on line yesterday so i hit her up we talked a while and today she wouldn't answer or call back thats parr for course.
works been slow since we've been back but i've got side jobs so the Good Lord has been providing life is good i got a puppy a durango and land . i'm clean and sober and i feel great
walking down the streets, just another lonely town
walking by myself couples in love all around
all these lovely ladies, adoring eyes for their man
sometimes it's almost more than this lonley countryboy can stand
couple after couple walking hand in hand always breaks the heart of this
BROKEN HEARTED MAN
isolated, withdrawn, utterly alone my only relief my families voice on the phone
i kick it in crowds but real friends i have few lets take a count
nonie and d i count 2 one my sister 2 the man by her side
so if we can't count family i guess i'm a friendless guy
I'm sorry that i can not be there to say our prayers and tuck you in at night
I'm sorry that before you go to school I am unable to say goodbye
I'm sorry that I am not there to teach you how to be young men
I'm sorry I'm not your father but in me you have a friend
so i fucked up again in all kinds of ways so lets take a look at my latest bunch of mistakes
betraying the trust of my family buy getting high again and that is bad but what is worse is that my brother told every one that i would be fine but i was getting high
then my ex wife comes back into town and she came home with me
but see i have a girlfriend in san francisco i haven't known her long and we only had a week to get to know each other in person but i really do like her and now i have betrayed her trust
Duvacha if you read this before i tell you know that i am so so sorry i really do like you please dont hate me
so i met this lovely woman in san francisco not only is she extremely beautiful but she conducts herself as a lady and she is very strong in her walk with Christ
my only regret is not having more time to spend with her it was refreshing to enjoy the company of a sophisticated young woman a young strong christian woman.
we talk and text i just miss her real bad i cant wait for her to come and visit
people come and people go but soldiers live forever babies are born and grown men die
and on both occasions people cry
some people are real while others are fake but my memories of you no one can take
the times we laughed the times we cried the times we prayed Lord just let us get out alive
now i no longer have you in the flesh but i'll remember you always until death
