doing the right thing

so it is really hard to always do the right thing when bills are stacking up judges want their fine money the weather sucks so it's hard to stay busy with side work on the week ends but 'm making it i guess instead of seminole state i'm gonna enroll in red lands oh joy.this town has an evil existence that always seems to drag me back but i have no choice if i want to hold what i've got

mikes a pretty good guy

so any  one who reads on a regular basis knows that my step dad and i have had a fair share of problems, some of them my fault and some of them were his but truly over the years we have both done quite a bit of growing and all bull shit aside i'm not  an  easy kid or step kid to have

not that i was a bad kid, quite the oppisite i'm a pretty good son and brother it has just been my own life choices and a few of my fathers that has  been real hard for everyone in my family to deal and cope with

i have caused a lot of worries and a lot of tears in my life and i thank God for all of the people who have helped me through those times even you mike much love

morning again

well it's morning again another week started in the ghetto i guess i'm gonna at least do my first semester at seminole state and then we can go from there

that will  at least make sure that i get to sleep with my puppy twice a week

and see my rowdy lil country boys, my d, and my sister/mom lol

feels good to be home

so i have been at my moms for a week to save on gas plus saying at my moms beats driving 2 hours to work then 2 hours home

my smoke dog has grown so much she is definatly my pretty girl and so much less drama then having a girlfriend

i've got to head back to el ghetto tonight so i'll be there for work tomorrow plus i haveto decide if i'm gonna en role in seminole state or o.s.u techwho knows but en rollment starts tomorrow

man i feel like shit

man i was trashed last night and now i'm paying for it today all kinds of hungover and having to roof a house in this 40 degree windy ass weather but it pays the bills well sometimes any ways it's nap time

damn i feel old

so i went to see this heather girl and hung out shot some pool played quarters what ever but like i was the oldest one there the girl i went to see well anyways, lets just say she's not for me

any how i got really fucking trashed and went and fucked my ex wife, then she drove me back to my moms where i slept in my durango my little sister came and tried to help me in the house but in case i needed to puke i wanted to stay where i was at any ways i'm getting ready to go jump on a roof so peace

happy turkey day

so last night i had to go regulate cause my 14 year old sister was drinking with some 20 year old guys, then i went back to make sure they understood and i met their 19 yearold room mate heather i've got a lot of girls trying to hook up with me but the truth is i haven't really felt it but this girl here is something else.

i didn't even know she was legal until i got home cause i asked my sister about her and she says she's 19 so i had rachel  call over there and get her on the phone we are supposed to hook up tonight so we will see whats up

as you can read for yourself amanda still reads my shit and yes i did tell her i miss her and the boys and i love all of them and still yet she wants to act like a spoiled, stubborn little brat and constantly talk shit

so any ways until tomorrow brings something new go get it how you live and do what you do