damn

so my 4.0 in English is gonna be tricky I made a 78 on my essay but i made a 97 on my test and a 80 on my second test but i've got like 150 bonus points accumulated. well I guess that only time will tell. All I know is i'm given it hell, doing my best, and I will get what ever grade I get. I just really want to acheive the goal that I set.

4.0

so i ensured my 4.0 in sociology tonight now all i have to focus on is my English and so far so good

well on my way

so I am still doing extremely well academically, I am not going to say that sometimes I am not overwhelmed but I handle those times and so far have had no troubles meeting my deadlines and still getting my 40 in at work. My social life is at a stand still however; with work and school there is not much time for socializing, or going out on dates.But the truth is, it is better that I don't have much free time, and all women have done in my life is cause problems and heartaches, so really it is for the best. So those that pray over me keep praying and those that hate on me keep hating

OVERWHELMING

this 4.0 is gonna be hella tough but i just have to do it, i just did some on line test for english and i aced a bunch of them but i made a 60 on one and 80 percent on two of them, but grades like 60 percent will devastate a 4.0 anyways all i can do is study and pray, pray, and study

aside from stressing on my g.p.a i really do love college, and my lil sister has shown an interest in it and i think that is good and i hope that we can persuade her to take her education more serious than we did.

good night cruel world may the peace and spirit of the EVERLASTING GOD befall on you while you sleep

if we would have made it

well we are aproaching the holiday of love valentines day, and like this time last year i am still single; but unlike last year i am far from being a broken hearted man i am doing great. I am an honor student in college i have a decent job and i am drug free.

every once in a while i talk to amanda, but not often at all and just borderline on even being a pleasant conversation. I am not even sure why i say hi every time i see her on but i do. anyways back to the books for me

LIFE ISNT IT FUNNY

you know how funny life is and how things change, how a man can go from being a high school drop out to an honor student in college. life is really good for me right now. i work hard and study just as hard cause i  know that i have a bright fiture ahead of me making good money and doing something that i love so much i would do for free, and thats help people, plus going to college is helping my writing quite a bit. any ways i have to go study chapters 8 and 9 for a quiz on thursday peace

on the right track

so i took my first test in english and i think that i aced it there were three questions that i had to think on an i could have missed one or all of them but i think i aced it a 4.0 is going to be hard to accomplish and i sure hope that i can do it, one thing that i know for sure is that i truly believe in my self and i know  i have a shot, and im taking it, i have never really felt like i had anything to prove but always tried to prove myself anyways normally in a way that is socially unacceptable and i was trying to impress for the most part worthless weak kneed street sissy's that were not even worth it

but this time i do have something to prove, not only to my family and myself but all of the cops, and religious hypocrites that look down on me or judge me so just sit back hold my beer and watch this shit