MORNING TIME AGAIN

well it is morning again and i have some on line tests to take for english, I am so exhausted though. I tried taking them last night before bed and was to tired so we will see how it goes this morning

gotta start typing

well I'm getting ready to start typing my essay but I was checking my e mails first and thought I'd drop a line or two in my journal, but honestly i've got nothing to say

home for lunch

getting ready to go back to work, i got an e mail from michelle apologizing for coming by and some more blah blah blah, anyways i got my essay wrote last night and now i just have to type it, my teacher says i should do it all on the computer, but I like the way a pen feels in my hand when i write my thoughts. it is so much more personal when you write rather than type.

seriously to me it is like the difference between fucking and making love

kind of strange but it is true to me writing is a personal passionate thing

so so tired

damn it i'm tired, but i would like to get at least one more body paragraph wrote tonight. I've got my intro and my first body paragraph wrote. Now I need to write two more body paragraphs and a conclusion

amanda didnt call today but I kind of expected that. I guess it does not matter; I have a land payment here and a durango payment here and I am not leaving off to go somewhere that I have nobody. Why would I do that, there is still just a part of me that wishes she would come here

SHE CALLED AGAIN

Amanda called me when she got home, and yes my heart did kinda skip a beat. For a time we were really happy, or at least I thought that we were. I cannot deny that I miss the hell out of her and the boys, and the happiness we shared.

So anyways i think that I have enough articles for the first part of my research essay on the cause and effects of child abuse and drug addiction, but right now im going to bed so good night cruel world

AMANDA CALLED

Amanda called this morning, at like six o'clock. when I saw that it was her, my heart skipped a beat. But I know better than to expect anything, it was just good to hear hers and the boys voices. well I better get this essay wrote

CAUSE AND EFFECT

    cause and effect

My next essay is on cause and effect. My essay is going to be on the causes and effects of drug addiction. I am however a little bit nervouse because I made a C on my last essay. I cannot allow myself to recieve another C.