she says

she says boyfriends are dumb and she will not love
she say shes kinda digginng me can we just have fun
i told her i love fun but she better watch out cause i might be the one
that country boy that sweeps her off her feet
she said good luck her feet are firmly planted on concrete
i smiled inside cause this lil angel doesnt know me
give me a challenge give me a dare
and then bet your ass cause ill damn sure be there
i dont back down and i dont get scared
when the chips are down i dont fight fair
i told her my intentions so at least shes aware
we can have fun, while i try to make her care
but now i feel all tingely and thats a feeling that might make me scared

got to tell her good night

so i called one more time before i layed down and i got to tell her goodnight, i cant sleep for shit since i have been doing the night shift this is my day time i get a couple hours of sleep and im awake. i really dont know why i was hooked on speed for so long, cause even with out it my body keeps going and going one foot in front of another gets a man down the road thats all it takes to keep him moving. at least physically. i cannot get lacey off of my mind she has me tossing and turning and even has my stomach churning with butterflies

lacey didnt call

but i think her cell phone is dead, to be honest i shouldnt even be worried about it but i did feel a cool lil spark, so we will see what happens. its all good i just need to be careful of my heart and not come on to strong. even though she told me she really wasnt looking to be w/ anyone i told her i was gonna sweep her off her feet. or do my best to anyways, i told her if i fail no harm no foul i know what im getting into just keep it 100 blah blah blah i dont like butter flys and im feeling them

TODAY HAS BEEN PRETTY GOOD

so i met this girl last night that kinda scares me, cause i feel a spark and she is telling me not to count on love and it all kinda reminds me of michelle but michelle couldve been a good girl i think maybe she learned that to late. i guess we will see Lacey is her name and she made me feel tingles i walked her around my land and was just able to be me anyways blah blah blah blah just thought id write it down. i have done real well about not letting anyone in. or feeling anything since amanda to be honest im scared of feeling and ill be cautious but im trying to swoop on her

damn it man i just wrecked my durango, so now i need a new radiater again and i just replaced my radiater like a month ago. seriously this was just what i needed another fucking problem and it was all my fault thats the worst part. if it was someone elses fault then at least i could be pisssed at them as it is now i can only be mad at myself.

my new school rocks

so i love my new school it is stock full of beautiful country girls, all of my teachers seem to be really cool. to be honest it is really good to be back home I sure have missed the peacefulness of the country life. My new job doesn't pay very well but i work nights so it is slow and i have time to do homework on the clock so its pretty cool, i like it pretty well i have lots of fun at work so even though it doesnt pay very well i like it speaking of im off to work now peace

started school

so i started school tuesday, and to be honest i like this school. All my teachers are cool as hell, and all these girls out here are some fine ass country girls. and u know i need me a red neck girl.