trying so hard

well Amy and I are trying to go in on some land with my sister and dustin but we still have an eight thousand dollar gap to close but it is really great land 14 acres lots of trees and 3 electric hook ups and 3 water hook ups so please be praying for us as for my education still on the honor roll

sitting in photo class

so i started working at carl's jr yay im a bonafide biscuit maker, but its at least a job so now maybe amy and i can get caught up again and hopefully get moved to our land. i am waiting for the instructor to say anything that pertains to me. okay time to get busy.

gotta love it

when life constantly throws curve balls at you, working your life away with nothing to show for it. wah wah wah i know get over it thats life one day it will all make sense.

Please help me God

Im doing all that I can and I am sinking what does God really want from me why do some people have it so easy and i cant get a break oh well blah blah blah i say

sitting in class

so im in class supposed to be doing a test review but to me it all sounds like blah blah blah for real so i will just do this shit when i get home. i got to work yesterday and i have work for tomorrow but still nothing steady but I do know that GOD always provides and he never gives me more than I can bare anyways i better pretend to pay attention

why me always me

So I got laid off wednesday just when i thought i was going to be caught up and be able to move a trailor on our land in september. Now I am job hunting again which is no easy feat not having a license, being a felon, and being in college. when i find someone who will overlook my felonies they cant match my schedule and if they can match my schedule they cant hire felons. it is beyond frustrating. On a positive not Amy and I are great and honestly we have been doing much better since justin moved. sorry bout his luck but it is nice having our quiet home back. Just Amy, Cameron, and I. well im in class so i better listen lol

Been a while

so it has been a while life has been really hectic, I had taken in a 16 year old kid who needed help and this last weekend he went back to his moms who is still on dope. I feel like I have wasted a whole lot of time, energy and money. He hasn't even returned any of my calls. as for amy and I we are still good well im in class so i better get back to listening