PRAISE BE TO GOD WHO CREATED US AND CHRIST WHO SAVED US

                                             THANK YOU FATHER    

                      thank you FATHER my HOLY KING  the only being

   that knows what tommorrow will bring , put here to serve you and your glory bring     

                      MERCIFUL FATHER what a GLORIOUS KING

          pittiful sinner no doubt am i , begging for forgiveness as i sit here and cry 

           never once have you turned me away ,  truly you alone bring sunshine 

                                               when inside i feel grey    

                               thank you FATHER , ALMIGHTY KING 

                                i do pray my poems , YOUR PRAISES bring

                                        HOLY FATHER ,WONDERFUL KING

the struggle w/in

  the battle i fight , is  a war from with-in, where battles get fought, and niether side wins

the pain that is felt , caused by the heartless actions of others so easily dealt

with-out care or concern for the bridges they burn nor any lessons learned

see the battle i fight has no use for guns,and each time a battle is over no one has won

 

early morning twilight

          in the early morning twilight while it is still dark and cold

   i ponder my youth,and can't help but to feel old

when all  the tears have dried, and all thats left is the pain inside

and even though you've failed repeatadly,no one can say that u didnt try

when the dust settles and the smoke clears,my friend can u look at yourself in the mirror

do you know where you stand, or even what for

criminal record

i went to apply for a job today,that i was supposed to be hired on the spot.until we got to the little question have you ever been convicted of a felony?of course i have,now could you tell me what that has to do with my capability to load and unload a truck?was my response, wich to me makes sense,see in my country,uneducated way of thinking,if i was one of these buisness owners always bitching about crime and drug dealers, and a man came to me fresh out of prison and says ,yes i've been to prison ,yes i used to break the law, yes i used to distribute drugs for a living,but yes i'm getting old and just want to raise a family and not go back to prison. now again this is just some country boy way of thinking i'm not nearly as educated as these educated idiots.but i think i'd hire the man.and i'm not just saying that cause i've been to prison.listen as a buisness owner u get certain tax breaks for hiring felons, your giving a man a chance to make an honest living,therefore decreasing the crime rate of your city.now thats not statistically proven,and i doubt very many people even care.but it does make sense and my grandfather used to always say one inteligent man with common sense and no degree is worth a room full of idiots with a piece of paper and not a lick of sense.

poetry hour

                                                out of sight out of mind 

              being in jail is like shooting a kite,waiting for  a letter that nobody writes.

 it's waiting for a visit that never takes place, from your so called friends that forgot your face.it's wondering how time can move so slow, when your prayers are answered but the answer is no.it's learning that brother hood is somethiong that is dying, when they call you their homeboy, you know that they are lying. it's depending on people u thought were your friends,and waiting on pictures that nobody sends. it's sitting around w/ nothing to do. trying to figure out who's really who. it's finding out some hearts are made of stone and realizing now that you are all alone.

   but....

i'll do my time w/ my head held high, i'll keep my pride till the day that i die because... the day will come , when i will be free and think twice '' my friend'' when u need me

 

                                                            author unknown

just aint right

why are women willing to use their kids in their little relationship games,that shit aint even right?michelles oldest son called last night,i hadn't got to talk to him in 6 months.even tho i love her kids personally i think that it is low to involve them again.when michelle and i were together it was one of the first times her boys had  love and stability in their lives, and michelle left tearing their world apart again. i just dont want any part of her boys going through hurt,or pain or loss.they have had plenty of that in their lives.

FREE MAN

HELLO WORLD I'M FINALLY A FREE MAN

  the last year has been hell , and i'm not one to complain,because even though things happen that are beyond are control,most of the times when life is hard or you are having problem most of the time they are self inflicted and you are just suffering the consequences of your actions that being said just because you are suffering the consequence of an action doesn't necessarely mean that your action was wrong' it just means that it comes with a consequence. like my parole officer could have thrown me back in prison for 4 months now, cause i failed a u/a and told him then and several other times i was not gonna quit, he could throw me back in prison and i would smoke weed in there, that decision that i made could have carried the consequence of another year in prison.that being said i believe this fewer and fewer young people even know what they believe or if they do believe something very rarley can they tell you why.i believe what i believe i believe the BIBLE to be true, and CHRIST to be king, i dont believe that i need to quit smoking pot,and yes i do believe in spanking kids.i heard a 5 year old curse his mother one day and i wanted to smack the kid.and i believe that when a man finds his beliefs in life he should be willing to fight and die for them.any ways blah blah blah my 2 cents for the day