class was canceled

my teachers mom had open heart surgery and is not doing well, so class was canceled this evening. I still have 26 on line test to take plus the post test which may be a compilations of tests, or it could just be one test.

but i have an above perfect score in sociology because i've had perfect scores plus bonus points. I have never been head of the class but it feels good, damn good

I think i am going to try to get my first book published, a poetry book, I have so much work to do on my grammar and word usage before i could attempt to go back and rewrite the first to chapters of the book i started

but i could go on and get some of my poetry published and start establishing myself 

GOOD MORNING

damn i dont even want to be awake, i'm so fucking tired, but i needed to do some studying which i'm probably not gonna do cause i'm writing instead.so jess is gonna go to my moms birthday dinner and then to the bar with me. I told her that we have six rooms reserved so she doesnt have to worry about driving home drunk.everyone else is either married or with someone and i didnt want to show up alone. oh and michelle, not psyco michelle but michelle rachels friend is trying to hook me up with her sister, i think its cute and funny at the same time, but her sister is pretty hot, i had a message from her last night she wanted to know my last name so she could be added to my friends on myspace. but all bull shit aside this is the longest i have ever been single, and i kinda enjoy it, its good to just worry about me for a change.

work and study work and study

well I have taken two tests this morning, after being at the college all night finishing both papers that are due this week. I have a huge problem with sentence fragments and not using adverbs.

On a better not, I met three hot ass nurses last night; well they are not nurses yet. But all of them will be nurses, before long. They are all done with their basics and now they are on the hard stuff.

I have been calling Amanda, but she still acts kind of rude and short with me

anyhow we are celebrating my moms fiftieth birthday this week end we are all going to steak and ale then the bar. We have six motel rooms reserved across the street from the bar; and best of all Chris is going to be there.

MORNING TIME AGAIN

well it is morning again and i have some on line tests to take for english, I am so exhausted though. I tried taking them last night before bed and was to tired so we will see how it goes this morning

gotta start typing

well I'm getting ready to start typing my essay but I was checking my e mails first and thought I'd drop a line or two in my journal, but honestly i've got nothing to say

home for lunch

getting ready to go back to work, i got an e mail from michelle apologizing for coming by and some more blah blah blah, anyways i got my essay wrote last night and now i just have to type it, my teacher says i should do it all on the computer, but I like the way a pen feels in my hand when i write my thoughts. it is so much more personal when you write rather than type.

seriously to me it is like the difference between fucking and making love

kind of strange but it is true to me writing is a personal passionate thing

so so tired

damn it i'm tired, but i would like to get at least one more body paragraph wrote tonight. I've got my intro and my first body paragraph wrote. Now I need to write two more body paragraphs and a conclusion

amanda didnt call today but I kind of expected that. I guess it does not matter; I have a land payment here and a durango payment here and I am not leaving off to go somewhere that I have nobody. Why would I do that, there is still just a part of me that wishes she would come here