just gotta make it until friday

just a few more days now and were going to the fish farm, the sad truth is I really cant afford the days off but i cant afford not to take them either. i have been extremely frustrated here lately. even though i work all of the time i still cant manage to get a head, forget get ahead i have a hard time staying caught up. i just do not know what to do most of the time, blah blah blah whah whah whah boo hoo hoo okay enough crying goodnight.

exhausted

i am completely exhausted i have been working 7 days a week and going to college and i am so tired this morning im not going to work until nine maybe ill wake up a lil bit between now and then. we are going to my aunts fish farm this coming up weekend to roof the bad ass house they just built then im taking a couple days off and gonna do nothing but fish

ha ha how you like me now

just kidding but i am rocking this college thing i made a 95 on my final for comp two and i had an 85 average but my teacher couldnt find one of my essays so i had a zero so after i took my test i went and printed her another copy but if i had a 85 with a zero i can even get a bad grade and bring my grade up to an A so i did it again baby 4.0

Dear Jesus

Dear Jesus,

  my discipleship group has an assignment to write you a letter so here goes, my hopes and desires for this course are, I would like to be a better servant Lord. I know I am a sinner I have messed up my whole life. Now that I am trying to do right I am getting road blocks in every direction. Lord I ask that you remove them from me Father. my job at the library fell through because of my felonies. Lord I am just barley holding on. I am afraid of failing not being good enough. sometimes i am afraid that i am just kidding myself give me strength Lord hold me in your comfort.

one foot in front of the other

I just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and now this semester is almost over, I have a part time job at the college library to go along with my full time job as well as side work, and somehow i still have managed to make straight A's. I love the church that I have been attending, and life is going pretty smooth  for me well thats all for now i still dont know anything about going to san francisco

almost done with this semester

so this semester only has like 3 weeks left and i think i may be going to san francisco to work over summer break; if so i should be able to come back with like 10 grand and pay all kinds of shit off.two weeks from now i will be 1/3 of the way to my associates degree. all at a 4.0, who would have thought i sure wish i hadnt waited so long to do this any ways i have home work to do

God is good

so i just got back from church and am extremely happy, I went and helped a man earlie today re install one of his heat and air vents for no cost. well at church tonight one of the ladfies told this couple that i roof as well so after church i went and bid their roof, so not next weekend because i have another roof to do then but the following week i'll be doing their roof and the Good Lord knows that the extra money will help. anyhow melita and i decided to just be friends she isnt looking for a serious relationship and the truth is i dont have the time for a relationship