I've gotta tell you,waking up next to the most beautiful woman alive gives me happy feet
we watched that movie last night and, how cute
I've know i must be the luckiest man alive
it wasn't to many damn months ago that i woke up every morning or after noon wishing that i had died in my sleep
and as soon as i was awake i would stick a needle in my arm to try to kill the pain inside me
accomplishing nothing except causing pain in the hearts of those who truly loved me
my mom and sisters were scared to death just knowing that one day they would get a call saying that i had been killed or overdosed
and now it is hard to believe that i ever let myself get so down and out, so completely depressed
and now i wake up so full of life and purpose it is almost impossible to believe that i could have ever been so sad
well baby as long as you dont ever do any of that again you can always wke up right next to me every morning
ReplyDeleteWell I've got to tell you knowing that you are that happy makes me the happiest woman alive. You've done some bad things and put your body through hell but I must say I THANK GOD FOR AMANDA BRINGING YOU TO THAT HAPPY PLACE. Now I know she doesn't care for me beause I worry about you and want to protect you ( your buisness is my business always has been always will be) but she has to understand no matter what you've done or decisions you have made I have been there non stop no matter what rather you were strung the fuk out pulling guns on me or if you were so sick from the dope I didn't think you would be around for me and my children so just because you went a million miles away you are right here, right here with me and YOU KNOW I will back what ever choice you make as long as it makes you happy and there are no drugs. So just so eveyone knows I get in Joe's business because I love him and he is my rock all I have ever wanted was for him to be happy and have a family cause that is what he needs and wants. AND SO THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS BLOOD DOESN'T MAKE A FAMILY WHERE WE COME FROM LOVE DOES! LOVE AND ONLY LOVE THAT'S ALL THAT MATTERS SOME SAY BLOOD IS THICKER THAN WATER I DON'T BELIEVE THAT AND I HAVE EVERY REASON NOT TO. SO DON'T JUDGE ME FOR LOOKING AFTER MY BROTHER IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME OR ANYTHING ABOUT WHO I AM OR MY BELIEFS I JUST WANT HIM HAPPY AND HE IS.
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