he's on his way home

well my little cousin went on his soul search and now he is on his way home i am a little disappointed in him cause he did something that i consider to be a little heartless and cold but at the same time i have also done the same thing i guess maybe i held him to a higher standard than i do myself any ways we had a blast and i was happy to see him but i wish it had been my sister instead any ways i hope he found what it was he was looking for in himself but i doubt it cause in a way he took his journey on his mothers tit i would never tell him that but i think when a  man goes on a soul search i feel as though he should make his own way on his own resources and skills.it just is not the same if you have your moms credit card and a pocket full of cash that is not a soul search that is a vacation i personally think his mom and dad should have handed him a set of keys a hundred dollars and said kick rocks find your way and along the way find yourself of course he does have a son and maybe that could not have been done