my little guy is three

jeremiah had his birthday party yesterday he was so happy.No matter what is going on when jonathan or jeremiah smiles it cuts right to my heart.I only wish that I could make Amanda smile more.Sometimes I feel like she is never satisfied or happy,and I am doing all that i can.I worked like 80 hours this last week I am beat and I still have 10 days to go before I am taking a day off.I dont know maybe I am just tired and bitchy or whiny but I doubt it