inside of me

i gave her my trust, and all of the love in my heart

i know all of her flaws and how cold she can be

but that hs not changed the love i have for her

    inside of me

i gave up once yes i even left state

told myself i was moving on hell i could see no other way

i was only gone for three months the girl i went up there for

turned out to be a cunt

not really heart broken, but my feelings a little hurt

walking 10 miles a day, trying to find work

michelles leaving ricky, i guess he beat her again, and still she chooses him

even though i used to be her man

i made her a promise that i would never turn my back

and if she needed my help, all she had to do was ask

i never knew how hard that promise would be to keep

because she never fails to ask for my help

when i'm almost back on my feet

i try to be strong and not let my feelings show\

but come on now does she really expect anything else out of joe

every time she leaves him i do all that i can

just to be here for her, as a friend not her man

but how i truly feel that i'll never hide

because a man can't change

how he really feels inside

but i've run out of patience and michelle ran out of time

because i've grown oh soweary

from doing this so many times