I THINK IM GONNA GO TO BED

it's not even 8 o'clock and i think im gonna go on and go to bed im tired plus i need to be resting now cause college starts again on august 18th but i am ready just gotta keep rocking these A's and working theses hours a little longer. Then I'll be able to get a salary paycheck, at a good job where im not killing myself in the heat in the summer and the cold in the winter. I'll have benifits and bonus's and I'll be able to be a youth pastor on the side if I can just get rid of these cigars.

HOME FOR LUNCH

just looking through some old photos and taking my lunch. I only have like 7 minutes left before I have to call my boss. There is a whole lot going on in my life right now. I am trying to quit smoking cigars and weed, so that I can be a youth pastor for my church. Fall semester is getting ready to start at college and from what I hear no one makes an A in Mr. Armolds humanities class, buut I believe I will anyways i have to go back to work now peace love and God Bless

aoljaolPictureAdd, aoljaolPictureAdd_2

baptizmal sunday at church

mary getting baptized

 

my mom and sisters at churchme rachel and bit

aoljpictureUpload, aoljpictureUpload_5

well it let me add this picture

so amanda says that she may come see a friend that lives close to here. I am not gonna say that my heart didnt miss a beat, but then it sank to my stomach but she prolly isnt coming any ways

Lord help me be ready

so my pastor has asked me to help with the youth ministry at our church, so now i am trying to quit smoking cigars, cigs, and weed. Plus quit drinking, but it is kicking my ass, and I cant help but to wonder, am i ready. I pray that God gives me the strength, and patience that it  is going to take to do this and achieve the goals that i have set in my life. my computer is still not letting me up load pictures to my journal but i am trying to figure it out on a positive note i finished the summer semester with an A in positive child guidance and a B in my creative arts for children class. 

ONE MORE ASSIGNMENT AND A SHIT LOAD OF TESTS

DAMN IT MY NEW COMPUTER IS NOT LETTING ME UPLOAD PHOTOS TO MY JOURNAL AND ITS NOT PULLING UP MY PICS ON AOL

well i finished my reaction paper finally it was a day late so im gonna lose 5 points for that i would be lying if i said i was not plumb worn out but im getting there and in like a week in a half i get a two week break from home work then its back to balls to the wall thats just how i do's it baby lol im going to bed

TAKING NEXT SUMMER OFF

man next summer im not doing college im out here in my rv trying to get my home work done while my my lil sister is in my moms house and i wish i could be in there visiting. i did get to spend some time with my nephews today they went with me to pay my durango payment and to wal- mart and the pet store. im ready to be through these on line classes

SO TIRED

so i should be doing home work but instead im gonna whine about my homework and then go to bed lol these on line classes suck im ready for them to be over with and regular class to begin anyways goodnight

EXHAUSTED

man i am so behind on school work that its not even funny, we all went to the haystak concert but he had canceled 2 days before. anyways i got to meet tony he was with some record label and he called haystak on the phone and let  me talk to him so now when he comes in the fall my family and i all have vip love. anyways im beat and going to bed