last night

so amy got super drunk last night and hit me in the face with her flip flop, then on the way home told me just to drop her and her kids off and me and justin could get the fuck out. she didnt remember any of it this morning of course i didnt leave i love her and knew she was just drunk or at least i hope thats all it was. when i told her what she had said she almost started crying. she has apologized like 20 times today im not tripping on it though sometimes these things happen well im in class i better get to taking notes college is a lot harder when your in love and u have kids to keep happy and fed and sheltered but such is life and even though college is a lil harder my life has been a lot more fulfilled

have i found my fairy tale

I hear people say they dont beleve in fairy tales, or that im a fool for still believing but i think i may have found mine. I have never been so happy in my life and on top of that i am clean and sober and it isnt even a thing no desires no hating sobriety i love sobriety and here lately i love life. I started dating one of my sisters friends amy and after i stayed the first week end i have never left. i gathered up my clothes to come home and amy was like what are you doing. she says im stuck she is never gonna let me get away. I hope she means it cause i could never have imagined such happiness could even exist, but it does and i never want to live life the way i used to when with her life is full of so much more.
on a not so positive note due to all of the drama last semester i wound up with a c on my transcript. i was so depressed about it for a while cause not only did i get a c but i also got a B i expected 4 A's but instead i only got 2 A's and those lesser grades i already mentioned but im okay with it now it is what it is and thats all it is