Tuesday, August 21, 2007

through it all

so if you know me you know that i fucked up again big suprise huh michelle came around and i cant blame it on her it's just when she comes around all i really want to do is do dope and fuck like porn stars. but she left me in el reno cause, well  it really dont matter why just some classic michelle shit.

i do need to say thank you mom for not making it any worse than what it already was for me i really did appreciate that.

and through it all , all of my mistakes, God and my family have stood strong

i went down yesterday and passed my drug test for this roofing job that pays $14.00 an hour and allows me to fly all over the U.S and puerto rico and wendill my boss called last night and said that he was gonna get me a company phone and i met this guy in jail this last time if that's not the hand of a mighty God i dont know what is. i should be training tomorrow or thursday and leaving for san fransico or puerto rico next week

so to the three people who have endured so much pain and drama AND BULL SHIT because of me thank you for STAYING STRONG THROUGH IT ALL I LOVE YOU

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

So I'm guessing that's me mom and Dustin. I will say the strength only last so long so all the things I have said to you are true and as true as I can get so I hope you really were listening and understood every word (especially when Nikki was my witness)  Any way I am very proud of you and this job that is good money and what you need. So stay straight and strong ( WITH OUT DOPE) GOD will look after just don't breakk down and be weak for anyone or any reason. As for Michelle she had me fooled once again and she don't even need to come around us if that ain't fake I don't know what is (oh besides AMANDA) lol. It sure is not what I call a friend. I love you but the strength runs out and faith it is now show me and I do know that you can so do it if not for you or me or mom MY KIDS SINCE YOU HAVEN'T BEEN BLESSED YET. you are one of ehir role models and haven't been a very good one but I know you can so show the world I mean everyone put hem in their place things will come in place for you you just have to be strong. I LOVE YOU