I SPOKE WITH AMANDA AND THE BOYS LAST NIGHT

so i called amanda last night and spoke with her and the boys, i can not understand why it is so hard for her to admit that she still loves me and misses me. I have been sick almost all week and im just now getting over it, i have two test to study for and a 7 page research paper to write and honestly i feel like shIt plus i am quitting smoking so my nerves are on edge, but i will make it on some soldier status.