good morning world

well good morning world,hopefully tommorrow will be my last day on parole.the last 6 months has been really reallty fuckin hard,after michelle left  i just couldnt seem to care.my ex wife asked me to give us another chance after michelle had me thrown in county jail,but then she took off to kentucky while i was doing a drug assesment for parole.that same day my mom called my parole officer and told him i was getting high.the next time i went in he tested me and i was hot for weed and meth.i told him i wasnt gonna stop smoking weed but i would stop using meth.three hot u/a's later ,and he's talking about revoking me even for weed.here i am finally my last visit , and i cant help but wonder if he is gonna piss test me and revoke me for weed , and throw me back in prison for any where from 1 to 5 years cause i get high , or if he is gonna sign my release.i guess we will all know tommorrow, if  i do not update my journal tommorrow, i am on my way back to prison, but rest assured if i go back for smoking weed i'll spend every day i'm not in the hole kicking the ass's of all the child molesters,rapist's,and snitches i run across.so  until tommorrow peace out