lies lies and lies

joe,

what if u stopped loving me,what if u walked away

what would i do to stay alive ,each and every day

part of me would surley die never to return

part of me would lay it off lesson 4 me to learn

part of me would explode w/rage full of hate and revenge on my mind .part of me would feel like a fool

for trusting a man and loving u blind

part of me would cry for u beg u to come back again

part of me would fake a smile and laugh every now and then

part of me would hate myself for letting it even happen at all

part of me would go back to the girl i was so scared and so small

part of me would shut down for good,letting no other man inside

part of me is gratefull to u for having even tried

part of me would cry each day till the very end

 part of me would be shattered  unable to ever mend

i know w/o you i am incomplete, miserable and afraid

i cant stand the thougght  of life w/o u  a hell in me

that only i made

so even though im a bitch right now, i dont want to see u go

 u r my world my every thing i just thought that u should know

                                                                   love michelle

this poem was wrote right after she told me that she fucked around on me and i told her that i wasnt going to leave but that i owed her one