i cant believe i'll never hear my partner squeal up outside or have him call me at 3 am and need me right then i'll never see his smile again it still seems un real that i have lost my friend.
i was getting ready to go scrap some metal and pulled up my myspace page and there was jay's slide show and as i watched my heart yearned to hear him laugh or to hear him say dont act like a scary bitch
but thats not why i cry these tears i cry these tears because the world will never see jason the way a few of us knew him so loving and giving
most of the people who claim to be his friends never knew him they never saw him cry cause he felt like he was letting his parents down
jay was one of the most talented artist i've ever met and smart as anyone i know but he couldnt bring himself to believe in him
jay was as bright as any star when he was happy he would do anything for a friend and brother i miss the hell out of you
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what the damn happend to Jay?????
I seen that same spark in Jay and I didn't know him well at all but I will never forget the first day I met him and the room he lit up just by being in it. I am so sorry for your loss I HAVE NO IDEA THE PAIN YOU ARE FEELING BUT I DO KNOW I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL ALLWAYS HAVE ME
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