Sunday, October 14, 2007

so i fucked up again`

so i fucked up again in all kinds of ways so lets take a look at my latest bunch of mistakes

    betraying the trust of my family buy getting high again and that is bad but what is worse is that my brother told every one that i would be fine but i was getting high

then my ex wife comes back into town and she came home with me

but see i have a girlfriend in san francisco i haven't known her long and we only had a week to get to know each other in person but i really do like her and now i have betrayed her trust

Duvacha if you read this before i tell you know that i am so so sorry i really do like you please dont hate me 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I hate to be so blunt and honest but you didn't surprise me!!!! Disapointed me more than ever in your life butdidn't surprise me. You have so much going for you And you fucked up me and Dustin kept telling mom no way You have the nicest vehicle you ever owned and a great job making good money why would you want to throw that all away to get high which will just in the end make you feel like shit and loose verything and everyone that you have.. I bet everything I have Jay was high or going to get money to get high (that was blunt again but I'm sorry I don't want that to be you I thank GOD  everyday that it wasn't) The vehicle you are driving Dustin is responsible for so if something happened while you were all high Dustin would be responsible and what if you died in my eyes that would be on my hands because we got you the vehicle for incintive to do good something to work for and have for yours that no woman could take i know you're paying for it but Dustin is responsible for what ver happens nad he has faith FINALLY let me down all you want I've done it for many years Dustin don't ever have faith in anyone show him Joe you can and I know it besides I'm a cool sister we hang and have fun change your crowd their not really your friends anyway.