so i fucked up

so i got high over spring break and two weeks ago i got high again and every one found out about it my mom is mad cause i apologized to my lil sister and not her yet it was more cause rachel needed it right then i heard from a friend of hers that she was really pissed off i try so hard and still manage to always fall short but not short in distance but short by weight 0.25 grams or other wise known as 25 cents