well today was my first day working with bruce, well not really i've done jobs for him but this is my first time to work for bruce full time, the work wasn't hard, the day wasn't to long and the pay is decent, so i guess this will work as i work my way through college to my desired goal of being a drug counselor and minister to athiest and agnostic believing people.
on another note i put in my journal that i told kari that it wasn't going to work cause i had planned on doing it that night and never did she called before dinner and actually it was good to hear her voice so maybe i wont break up with her
i've just went through three failed attempts at a relationship right now i'm to emotionally exhausted to even begin to try and love someone and idont want to be with anyone unless it is out of love and desire and i've seemed to have exhausted my love and desire i still have lustful desires but thats not what i'm after
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you might not feel it right off the bat just take it one day at a time slow down you don't have to make a life long committment after two dates I promise be friends and get to know each other first hell that might work
hey you. slow down. your sister is right.... it will all come together when you're least wxpecting it.. you're a great guy(off the dope) im always here for you homie... love you long time.....peace-out---holler at your girl....
congrats on working towards something other then being high (i know it doesnt sound nice but its hard to sugarcoat it). sometimes its better to tough it out alone then to get sucked back into the throes of a bad relationship-- be it with a chick, a dude, family, etc etc etc. good luck with it all, i've been in some of those dark places and the trip back to the light is scary but worth it in the end.
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