A LITTLE WORRIED

well i have to admitt i am a little bit worried about my drug test results tomorrow. i really feel like such a failure i have so much going for me and to think i might lose it over smoking pot makes me sick. i have had a couple of relapses but i have managed to pull my shit together, and even through my fuck ups i am proud of me, well i was proud of me but right now i am so disappointed in myself and i just don't know what to do i just pray that the Lord makes a miracle happen for me cause right now that is what it will take