i just want this to work i do not want my heart broke again cause i do not think i could handle it again.
i think that amanda is a great woman but i think that her gaurd is way up and she won't let me close
i just want her to believe in us because i do
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Well sweetheart I hope for your sake and those precious babies sake that it does work but if not it's only a bus ticket home to your family where you know you are loved. Relationships take time time that sucks and some of the best times you will ever have. You knew it was a long shot when you got on that bus to go there I hope you kept your guard up to her a little also though so if you do come back it won't be with a another broken heart. Now as for heartbreak from the kids that is expected when you take care of them and try to be a good male role model but in time that could heal also. i don't know what I'm trying to say here I just know you are hurting I can hear it in your voice you may be 1200miles away but I still know you. :-) So I guess I'm just trying to help and give my opinion. Now one thing could be that she got to a scared point and needs time to think things clearly out so she don't hurt you or it could just be that time of the month cause I suck to be around and am completely a differant person and maybe you just haven 't seen and know the monthly side. I don't know honey all I know is you were so happy and now I am do worried about you guess that's just a sisters love.
nonie what you heard in my voice was my own insecurities that were caused by lying whores.sometimes i still let them get to me or rather can't stop them from running through my mind and that is in no way amanda's fault and i have a hard time admitting when i am feeling in secure because i have always been a very confident and secure man.so when i start to feel in secure i dont no how to handle it
I never thought they were Amanda's fault. I think she is good for you and just a strong enough woman that you guys could be the best thing. You have never had a woman as strong as Amanda you've always had weak ones and I have always said what you need is a strong woman and look you have it and I have never seen you happier before in my life. I think you guys will be ok it hasn't been long and you just have to get to know each other and let me tell you that could take a long time hell it's been going on 7yrs with me and Dustin and DO WE KNOW EACH OTHER? :-) pretty well but it took 2 forevers to find that perfect spot. So anyway I love you!!!!! You will be ok I know it cause you are strong too.
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