already moving again

so i just got my apartment last week and now im moving again. i found out friday when i got my check that i didnt have any work this week, but i have work in shawnee so now im back to changing jobs and schools and everything. I'm just so tired of always moving i didnt complete one level of academics at anyone school and i was hoping to accomplish that at Redlands but now that to is shot all to hell. but to be honest it is probably for the best because i hav been having a problem staying sober in el reno, but i know everyone here and shawnee is so lonely for me even though my sister and brother in law and nephews are there and so is mickey dustins brother, I dont have any female companionship. but to be honest the female companionship i have been getting here in el reno i could honestly do with out. I really kind of like this girl ive been talking to on line which i know is kind of crazy because she lives in south carolina. but i like her a lot it always makes my day a little brighter when i see her on line. but anyways what will happen i cannot say. i guess i have to take it on day at a time and try to figure it out. the changing of schools is what is scarying me the most i just got to know all of the professors there and the people in the office and now i am starting all over again but know this im gonna make it i always do, cause why cause a country boy can survive.