nightmares

so i was woke up last night or this morning rather by my own nightmares.which is quite wierd cause i haven't had nightmares in years.but it was  not like your normal nightmare with monsters or death or shit like that.In my nightmare I had pissed amanda off and she had left me anyways i  kept trying to call her but i could not get any phone to work the numbers on some of the phones were mixed up and not in the right order and then other phones would go dead just as soon as I got through.I know for some of you reading this your saying thats not a nightmare thats just some stupid silly dream.to that I say fuck off cause it felt like a fucking nightmare to me.I woke up devastated and crushed , kind of silly hunh.