Tuesday, May 1, 2007
trust issues
so my past relationships and experiences are causing some serious problems in the relationship i am in now.Last night I got into a big fight with my girl who is quite possibly the greatest woman i have ever known.I felt as though she was flirting with this guy on her pot space thing and my ex was an unfaithful whore and i promised myself when we split up that i would never allow myself to be done like that again.my girl says she would never cheat on me but so did michelle.i know that they are two totally different people and it is not fair for Amanda to have to pay for what someone else had done.i also have a bad habit of getting mad and saying things that i do not mean just to be hurtful i know that it is wrong afterwards but i have been hurt my whole life and i have always dealt with it by hurting back.I have only given my heart to two women other than Amanda and neither one of them ever came close to deserving my love.so now i can not help but to be careful with my heart and my love.I want nothing more in life than to be a good husband and father.I have never needed fame or fortune just a good wife a couple of bad kids and a little piece of land way back in the woods.i know that if we can make it we can accomplish great things together and have everything that we both want and deserve out of life
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LET ME TELL YOU A LITTLE SOMETHING FROM PAST EXPERIENCES FIGHTING IS NATURAL ME AND DUTIN FAUGHT EVERYDAY ALMOST FOR 2 YRS WE DIDN'T KNOW EACH OTHER AS WELL AS WE THOUGHT WHEN WE DECIDED TO BE A COUPLE BUT HERE WE ARE ALMOST 7 YRS LATER STILL FIGHTING BUT HAPPY COULDN'T ASK FOR ANYTHING MORE OR ANYBODY MORE WONDERFUL AND GREAT AS BITCHY AS HE IS AND YOU KNOW THAT NOW YOU SAID YOU HAD A DUSTIN ON YOUR HANDS AND THAT I BELIEVE IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU NEED. A LITTLE PIECE OF ADVICE DON'T GO TO BED MAD OR FIGHTING SI IT DIESN'T CARRY ON TO THE NEXT DAY I'VE LIVED BY THAT FOR A LONG TIME AND IN ABOUT 5 YRS WE HAVE WENT TO BED FIGHTING ONE TIME (AND YOU KNOW HOW OFTEN WE FIGHT)IF IT IS MEANT TO BE THEN IT WILL WORK OUT AND YOU WILL MAKE ITHAVE FAITH AND HOLD ON CAUSE NO ONE SAID HAVING A FAMILY IS EASY. IT'S PROBALLY THE HARDEST THING YOU WILL EVER DO BUT HE MOST WORTH YOUR TIME AND EFFORTS. HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH AND I LOVE YOU
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