Wednesday, July 11, 2007

losing it

i'm not really sure what is going on inside me i have always kinda prided myself on being this strong individual that would not let anything break me

i went to the city monday to continue job hunting and the only good thing that came out of that trip was i got to see my grandfather.

anyways i went to see chasity now remember her father is a crankster gangster, an old school gunslinger. and he wanted to kill me. when she opened the door she said i you sure are bound and determined.

i said bound and determined to what she said either hook up with me or have my daddy kill you i'm just not sure wich one it is that you really want.

i told her hell this aint nothing like that i'm here as a friend and i know your daddy wants me dead i just much rather be killed fighting face to face then to let someone shoot me in the back besides that i go where i want when i want say what i want when i want cause i'm me and just cause someone might want to kill me that wont stop me hell others have tried and more will come and i will always be joe

anyways about that time he pulled up plumb spun and a lil crazy looking  when he came in instead of going back to his room like he had been doing he sat down on the couch everyone continued their conversations until i said can we handle this like men.

on that note he revealed the 44 magnum that i guess had been in his hand the whole time . I said no like men without the blades, heaters, and bloody mess on your daughters floor

long story short that's handled

so i leave and went to catch the bus and the fucking bus driver didnt stop, so i ran the 3 quarters of a mile to the next stop he would hit on the way back through i got there in time but when he opened the doors he was all grinning at me like he did that shit on purpose. i took my seat and a couple stops later a lil old lady got on in a wheel chair and this piece of shit just kept being rude to her. i took it as long as i could then i pulled the stop request cord standing before he could even slow down and screaming and yelling at this fat fucking bus driver about how fucking rude he was i noticed he was reaching for his lil taser and out of reflex i slung opened my knife his taser was stuck so i told him he didnt know how close to death he had just came and got off of the bus.

i damn near killed that piece of shit that scared me a lil because i know that i would not even have been remorseful about taking his life only destroying mine

so ricky broke michelles computer and slammed her head into a wall she called and said she was gonna try to go to her brothers he lives in the next town over she said if she made it she was gonna stop here first, i woke up alone so i guess she didn't make it i called her homegirls but got no answer my sister is in el reno right now at my moms so if you read this michelle nonie is there she will help

so i think i'm checking myself into the nut house before i go off and kill somebody

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i am calling nonie now love you