does it ever get better

as if being sick were not enough, and not being able to afford my fines, or being able to get a tag now my radiator is leaking. i cant afford a new radiator hell i cant afford a used radiator. plus i am moving in 6 weeks. i am really stressed out, did i mention my love life sucks ass. can i not meet a good girl i met this girl i have been talking to at the park and she doesn't like kids, how can u not like kids seriously i even like bad kids, how can a person look at a child and feel hate or dislike, i cant even be friends with a person like that really. any ways wah wah wah i sound like a cry baby huh

on a very positive note i am supposed to have like 10 kids going to church w/ me tomorrow, and even if i have to fill my radiator up with water at every block ill get them there, there are still just several things i need to get right in my life, my temper and unbridled tongue to start with, i need to quit smoking, shit i went from cigs to cigars and honestly i cough worse now

i do feel a little better since i have been hitting the weights again but i haven't really been consistent with it, u know life happens