still feel like hell

i have been sick since last week and i still feel like hell. My boss had to take his wife to the hospital so we are taking the day off and i didnt complain even though i couldnt afford to miss any work. i have some study notes to do before class on thursday and 2 chapters to read so im gonna get that done then go through some of my old journals and find some entries to post a reminder of why i struggle so hard now to change and better my life