old entries

so homework is going slow but i found an entry from dec 22 2003 right before i went to prison

sometimes when i wake up i feel destined to do great things and sometimes when i wake up just being alive fills me with hate, i think that my calling is to help teenage kids to make better choices in their life my only problem is that im always broke and how can i run a center when im always high on crank and coke. if i could just get this needle out of my arm i could teach others to do the same living life with a needle in your arm steals all of your ambitions and dreams, and in life there are so much more important things