Tuesday, October 21, 2008

what we had, what we lost

sexy eyes

those lips
first time at the park with miah

me and chris when he came to visit





the boys at the tomb of Christ, Christ park yucca valley






















my lil country boy





thats what it was about

first day in yucca







my favorite pic












sexy evil eyes















those lips again
how long it has been










my lil man










she looks good in my shirt







































































before we ever met





so i have been doing a lot of thinking and i am deleting amanda's number out of my phone, she has my number if she wants to talk she will call, i had to do this once before cause its just to much for me to take, to much rejection from the one who owns my heart for what cause i cant help but to call, hoping she is in a good mood and for a moment we connect again, but more often than not i get blowed off and listen to her talk shit, as much as i love her i dont need nor deserve that, so as i sip on this bottle of whiskey, this toast is to u amanda to what we had and what we lost, i pray the very best for u







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