a fake ass bitch once told me that i wanted the easy life and i thought she was dead wrong, but thinking back she was probably more right than she will ever know cause it was easy with her and the boys.
working 7 days a week, 10 hour days sometimes 12 hour days, it was easy cause i wanted to give them the world,well maybe not the world but everything that i could.that was easy see she was trying to be hurtful when she said it but it was so so true.
i entitled this entry long long road ahead of me now but it probably will not be any longer or harder than the many roads behind me
and heartbreak and love loss aside it's good to be home, it's good to be joe
i've got a lot to do by the first of the year to have a bad ass home ready and the money put back for my trip cause i am gonna take any where from 2 months to one year out of my life and just travel and live for the day and find that spark that used to make me quite unique. that shit eating grin that used to make me quite irresistable
my ex wife told me last night that it was good to see that i had finally realized that i was a great guy deserving of a great woman and that she was sorry that she was not that woman serena is a great friend just not really a great wife but i do miss knowing that there was always some one there for me through thick and thin
it hurts me knowing that she can not get over me and move on my sister said she never will she loves me with all that she is
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